mashorty1029

my baby

2005-08-10T12:47:26Z

jmu in a lil over a week . . . booooo . . . im at the point now where i dont even want to go. wat is the point, im gunna be away from all my friends and the one person who loves me more than life . . . aaron . . . i cant imagine myself wo him he just is the man u dream of finding in life and ive found him . . . i just home 6 hrs of distance isnt too much for him or me . . . we all know how i love my attention . . . but my baby is so amazing . . . i get chills from the sound in his voice . . . my baby is so amazing and i wouldnt trade him for anything . . .

so sweet

2005-07-22T20:32:34Z

o man . . . the foam party was so sick the other nite . . . 19 guys asked me to dance . . . brittany said they probably thought i was babysitting aaron . . . but we got in a huge fite . . . over his friend big matt . . . i guess i was selfish and just wanted aaron all to myself and thats y we fought . . . i forgot he had friends . . . sad isnt it . . . well 8 ppl came under my name which isnt big bucks but its sum cold hard cash . . . danette got food poisening by disgusting seafood salad. . . pretty bad . . . i saw aaron twice 2day and he is so hott . . . i love him so much . . . he is so amazing . . . except for the fact that wen we were laying 2gether big matt started throwing coins at it lol . . . .watevs . . . its so fuckin hot

4 months later

2005-07-21T12:47:54Z

ok . . . four months later and i am wit aaron, the love of my life for alomst four months . . . he is so amazing and i just wanna spend every waking minute wit him for the rest of my life . . . he is just the one for me . . . we cna talk for hours, laugh over the stupidest shit and he is just so amazing . . . we wanna stay 2gether through college but i dunno . . . its gunna be hard but i cant see myself wo him by my side . . . anyway kaos foam party 2nite . . . foam=sex . . . its gunna be so sick im really happy that i work there bc 2nite about 15 ppl are goin under my name meaning big $$$$$ sick . . . . now i can get aaron a really nice ring . . . a promise ring . . . and then i can just spend money on food sick . . . .

o man

2005-04-01T15:46:07Z

ye every1 hate liz bc of her april fools joke . . . anyway im chillin wit aaron 2nite and it better be good because i wanna get trashed lol . . . bobby comes home 2morow so i cant wait to see him either . . . see wat happens wit that considering aaron wants me now too . . . max and danette r pretty good though sop hopefully they work out anyway im leaving class now so ill keep u updated

boys, boys, boys

2005-03-31T15:20:12Z

um yea . . . the other day i realized my best choice for prom was the biggest dirtbag ever . . . lets just say that rite now im goin stag unless aaron or bobby steps up to the plate . . . me and aaron talked for hours last nite about how bobby (kid i danced with at the club) is an animal, that i tamed a wild beast because wen he is usually round grls, hes a dick . . . wow do i feel special . . . yea so these guys r suddenly my new best friends and now i talk to them everyday considering i dont have neal . . . wateva . . . no wallowing for me . . . im supposed to go to oasis wit the guys 2morow nite but we have that gay poetry reading so we would have to wait on the long line and ugh its supposed to rain so maybe we can just chill at my house!!! so yea bout bobby . . . hes still on his freakin cruise meaning i have to wait till the movies sunday to see him and hopefully he hasnt changed over the past week . . . he seemed like teh coolest kid ever and wen i talked to aaron bout him . . . he said i pretty much had a good idea of who he really is . . . too bad hes a freshman lol . . . wateva . . . age neva really mattered to me so im not gunna cry bout it . . . i just need time to think bc dan thinks hes giving me a lesson on saturday nite . . . well just have to see bout that . . . help me out here

my survey

2005-03-30T15:46:40Z

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure!
Created by CrazySue and taken 17408 times on bzoink!
Basics
Name:	Sam
Age:	17
Height:	5'2"
Hair Color:	brown
Eye Color:	green
School Life
What's your school's mascot?	Trojan
School color(s)?	maroon and grey
G.P.A.?	3.6
Who is your favorite teacher?	ms. hurrell
What do they teach?	english
Is this your favorite class?	no
Internet
Do you use any instant messengers?	yea
If so, which ones?	aim, aol
About how many hours a day do you spend online?	7hrs
Do you have a digital camera?	no
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?	no
Music
Do you play any instruments?	yea
If so, what one(s)?	flute and piccolo
3 Favorite Genres Of Music:	rap, hip hop, and rnb
3 Favorite Bands:	50 cent, dmx, slim thug
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?	yea
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?	$200
What is the least you've ever spent?	um dunno
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?	yea
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?	yea
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?	yea
Word Association
Blue:	sky
Camera:	picture
Boy:	oo lala
Pretty:	grl
Pants:	off
Music:	dance at the club
God:	nope
Sweater:	green
Live Journal:	comp shit
MTV:	music
Labels:
Do you think labels are dumb?	no
Why or why not?	they distinguish a peson
What do people label you as?	gangsta ho
How/Why did you get this label?	i wear gangsta clothing and i love boys
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?	emotional pain
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?	good charlotte
Being Deaf/Being Blind?	blind
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?	being bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?	arm
Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?	yea
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?	yea
Are you romantic?	sumtimes
Are you in a relationship now?	nope
If so, for how long?	na
If not, how long have you been single?	a day
Are you a virgin?	yea well in sum aspects
What song describes your love life right now?	What these bitches want from a nigger
Ranomosity
War: Good or Bad?	i dunno
What do you think of designer labels?	nice pending the label
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?	britney spears
What is it with guys and cars?	they relate cars to women
Do you sing?	in the shower
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?	wateva cums out
Kiss or hug?	both
What color is your room?	beige and blue
How old is your mom?	48
Black and white or color photos?	black and white
Who cuts your hair?	dina
What color is your toothbrush?	green
What color is your hair brush?	grey and blue
What kind of hair products do you use?	straightners
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?	if u say so
Are you sXe?	wat does that mean???
Are you sexy?	hell yea
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?	green
What color do you think looks nice on you?	white
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?	clothes
Who do you sit with at lunch?
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?	no
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?	chris
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?	i dunno
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?	doesnt matter
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?	yea
Who was the last person you hung out with?	dan, chris, and lauren
What did you and that person do?	i gave him road head (dan)
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?	yea
How often do you bathe?	everyday
Are you a people-pleaser?	sumtimes
Do you dye your hair regularly?	yea
What about your eyebrows?	no
Do you wear makeup?	yea
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?	yea
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?	unedited
Can you beatbox?	yea
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?	it depends on her mood and the time of day
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in general

2005-03-30T15:26:44Z

um yea . . . im single again and can it be any worse that my choices for a new guy are either the hot user ex bf or a freakin freshman that i hued wit bc i didnt know he was a freshman . . . wow good choices . . . its like i cant even get that shit rite . . . i no i can never be the grl for dan but he is just such a cool person to be around but wen i am aorund him i only think of how much i miss neal and considering that they are liek arch enemies makes it even worse . . . i used to enjoy being dan's booty call but now its like a chore that i hate doing . . . i will continue to hu wit dan bc i need a prom date lol . . . but its not just that i really like dan considering that we have a past and he is just a guido . . . but i really like the freshman but there is a drawback . . . he is a freshman . . . other than that he is like one of those guys that u can talk to for hours about anything and everything and u could never get sick of him . . . i will always have paul lol but thats not always a good thing considering all my friends hate him and call him lil penis but thats the way it goes . . . i just wish i didnt have guy drama and i could just have a normal relationship instead a fuck fest wit these dirtbags . . . maybe sum ppl arent meant to fall in love aka me but hopefully there is sum1 waiting for me wit gelled hair and a smile . . . and maybe sum axe spray lol

first entry

2005-03-30T15:15:33Z

hey . . . this is my first livejournal entry . . . yes i am becoming a computer dork but still cant even hu an iPod . . . be my friend so i can read ur thoughts